Something about going to the beach that speaks to me. There's something so special about it that you just immediately want to talk to God and tell him all about your life. I don't know if it's the ebb and flow of the waves, the tranquility of lying back and soaking in the sun, or the sand between your toes. It might just be the vast beauty of it all. All I know is, it's just a wonderful place to go and unwind, refresh and rejuvenate. And to talk to God. This Spring while I was walking on the beach I thought, what if it could talk? Oh, the stories it could tell. It could tell stories about lovers, about those that are lonely, and those that wonder if they will ever laugh again. Stories about young couples and those that have been married for 50 years. Stories about college students and families with children. Families with children that run and play in the sand, and families that have children that can't. The beach knows their stories. God's magnificent handiwork is a friend to us all. It's not prejudice, self-seeking, or envious. It welcomes everyone and is eager to hear the story that each person has to tell. I've gone throughout my life and I've talked to God at the beach many, many times.
He and it knows my stories.
My sister and I grew up coming with our family to the beach. We played for a while in the water, then daddy fried fish and we ate at the park, alongside the beach. Other family members and friends came too. The highlight of the evening was going to the local amusement park. What great childhood memories!
I went as a teenager. We would go after prom and take our blankets down and sit on them. There is nothing like teenage love....We watched the song and dance of the waves, and watched as the sun sank low into the water. We kissed. Might have had a little wine. Love was definitely in the air.
I remember taking my son and his friends. I also took my grandsons. I watched them as they dug huge tunnels, caves, or forts as they called them. They would completely bury themselves in the sand except for their heads. There's nothing like watching boys at the beach. They're constantly busy. Digging, throwing, swimming, pushing. When I think about those days, it makes me smile.
Single again, but this time divorced, I remember walking on the beach, praying, wondering, will I ever have someone to spend time with again on this small piece of heaven? I remember walking to a little beach cafe with it's deck that extended onto the sand, I heard the song from a distance and it seemed to draw me closer. I listened to the words; Wanna steal a piece of time? You could sing a melody to me and I could write a couple lines. You wanna make a memory?...I sat down on the deck and I teared up. Would I every know love again?
I get to go often now, because my sister has a place close to the beach. My sister, elderly mother and I go. We want to make the most of these last years that we have with her. We watch our mom carefully as she trudges through the sand, knowing it's difficult for her, but not dare giving up. I think that she knows if she gives up, she's giving up a piece of her independence. She has walked the beach for many years since coming to Florida with my dad in 1952.
During a recent visit this spring, My husband and I came. He doesn't like the sand or the sun very much. But, he loves me. That is why he goes. He sits and reads a book. I read, listen to music and watch people. I observed a family with a child in a wheelchair. The child was not able to sit up and was lying in the stroller/wheelchair with feeding tubes coming from her little body. I couldn't help but stare. But, more than a stare I was in awe of the mom and dad as they so unselfishly gave of themselves to do everything within their power to help their child have fun. She couldn't run and play in the sand and water but oh, she had a first class ride in her little carriage, as her loving mom pulled in the front and her gloating dad pushed in the back. Laughing every step of the way. I sat amazed. They didn't let it hinder them at all that she couldn't run and play in the sand like all the other children. They made all the precious memories that they could. Time was on their side. What a loving story they told.
Stories of love, hope, and faith.... The stories are recorded in the majestic waves, etched in the white sand, painted in the setting sun and photographed in all its beauty. The stories are are in the singer songwriters lyrics and penned in the writers journals. God's incredible creative handiwork... a magnificent place for all of us to tell our stories. Thank you Father for your creation that you created for us to enjoy for a lifetime.
Living Loved,
Sammie Jean
living in a camper in the woods or a cabin in the mountains my life is not my own I Cor. 6:19
Friday, April 15, 2016
Saturday, April 9, 2016
To My Son and Daughter-In-Law (You Warm My Heart)
I remember saying to my son at birth,
you're a gift from God,
a mighty man of God you will be.
Enjoy being a child, play and learn,
for a child you will not always be.
Hope and pray and dream big dreams
someday the right woman will come along...
I prayed for the wife that one day you would find
a gift from God she would be.
A wife of beauty, poise, and grace
to compliment you in every way
A wife with a heart full of love,
and a smile of warmth on her face
And you in turn would have the heart
to be the man God made you to be
Together you would fulfill your life's journey
and your destiny you would see
For in His perfect time
He would bring you together and
together you would always be...
It isn't an accident that you found each other
it was ordained and it was meant to be
So protect this precious gift from God
hold her close to your heart every day
Always know that my prayer was answered
you both are so dear to me
You warm my heart, fill my life with joy,
a gift for eternity.
With love,
Mama
April, 2016
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